Johnsree, 47

hai.. i am john paul, convert christian from hindu religion....very very poor.. its my marriage photo... before 16 years jesus christ.. holy god is save me ... my first marriage is forced marriage... now also i am living with my dislike wife.. because its not old testament period.. its new testament period and jesus christ give new law.. matthew 19th chapter, 5th chapter, mark 10th chapter, luke 16th chapter says, only one reason for divorce.. that is illegal contact.. all other reason is waste.. ( but old testament law permit divorce for any reason...) i am new testament christian... the how i will follow old testament ? so last 7 years living my dislike wife,,i have 2 children,.,. one boy 3rd school, daughter basic school.. i don't know the real taste of marriage... because my first marriage is forced marriage.. any give accept me and give real taste of marriage life? please.... i need second wife without divorce first wife... because if i will divorce my wife without illegal contact .. bible says its sin.. above bible words teach these matters .. therefore requesting without second life.. i need beautiful fat bride... please love me .. please marry me .. please... begging real taste of marriage life..my marriage is forced marriage know? o worry..worry..worry.. my age is 34.. but 50% hair is white.. ha..ha..ha..however..please don't expect money from me .. because i am very very poor..please marry me and give real taste of s----l life... i love bbw